MYSTERY

In silence of the night, I contemplate about
where I stand in life after all these years.
What overwhelms me is that
some things can make you
both happy and gloomy
and while feeling these feelings,
you feel a void.
This feels disturbing because
whatever I have achieved,
be it good friends, career, other life goals
and everything in between;
all of it brings me back to square one
and I feel stuck in the greatest drama
the universe has conspired,
my path leading me nowhere
and this weird interplays in life
still remain a mystery to me,
yet to be discovered and solved.